AnoTsukai

Tumblr. Not a bad site. Still trying to to work my way around it but I think I'm doing alright. Got a side page for the Nightcrawlerfanclub here on DA as well. So I will be posting my fics there as well as a bunch of Nightcrawler fan stuff .  May do some other stuff as well too :bademoticon:  ...(Rping, what can I say, it's addicting). So feel free to hunt me down on there. I'm under Wildtsukai. Oh and if you have tumblr and would like a watch or stuff shared, drop me a line. Also I like chatting there too so yeah.

So that is the only update. Did post a new chapter of Left in Darkness as well.
Anyway folks, laters! 

Still writing folks and am getting about half way to finishing the next chapter. Here is a little snippet. What do you guys think?

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Once Kurt's legs are free, the man grabs Kurt's bound arms and hauls him up to his feet. Kurt doesn't dare look up for something in the man's tone worries him. He knows trouble is coming. He finds himself lead to a workbench. He is shoved into it, and he barely saved his midsection from being bruised from impact. His eyes widen when the man grabs his tail, making him look over.


"You know what this is?" Nells asks, pointing with his free hand to a mounted vice. "Its called a 'vice'. Let me show ya what it does."


The man pulls Kurt's tail, putting it into the vice. Kurt watches in horror as the man begins to turn the crank. Soon he can feel the tight pressure against each side of his tail. Soon it is securely in place, making it so Kurt is unable to pull it out. Kurt can only make a frightened sound as he stares at it.


"Can't move that tail of yours, can you? But it don't hurt. Not yet. I think it will if I turn this...two more times? Or three? Let's find out," the man suggests with an almost amusing tone.


Kurt watches the man's thick hands grab the crank and turn it slowly, adding to the torment. The first time it just becomes a bit more uncomfortable. The second one began to really pinch it. The third turn is crushingly painful.


"Hmm, I think I can still turn it a few times before anything breaks, assuming there is any bone in that thing. But I think you get the idea," Nells comment as he grabs Kurt's chin again and makes him raise his eyes. "Here's the deal. You behave, you will be fed and watered. You'll have a painless life. But if you kick up any trouble..." Nells uses his free hand to give the vice a half turn, receiving a painful whimper from Kurt. "I will break all your bones, one by one. Starting with this freaky tail of yours. You got that?"

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Thought I would show ya poor folks reading this what I go through while trying to write. Sorry for the poor photo quality but this is Blair (i have a stunning picture of her in my gallery) deciding that I have written enough and now it's time to shower her with affection and petting. Doesn't matter that I just sat down and opened DA and wordpad. So yeah...this is what happens every time.

Hi to all the poor souls that are reading this journal. How are ya's? I'm doing amazingly well. As the topic reads, I am totally geeking out.

Why?

Because I received an amazing surprise in the mail. Before I reveal what it is (don't scroll down/up and cheat) I want to share why this is so big for me.

The number one reason is because this is from someone I have become actual friends with. And through Pen Paling. It may sound strange or not even that big of a deal but to me it's pretty huge. Because I am actually afraid to talk to people. To start a conversation and specially to reveal anything about myself. I'm like this even online... >.< I do great when someone comes up to me and starts talking but for me to start the conversation...I will be standing there for a good ten minutes having an inner discussion on how to start the conversation, remind myself not to talk about this or that and to remember to start with the word 'hi'. Oh and to not freeze up. So yeah, the few friends I have made either online or offline are really treasured by me.

Specially when I can open up and not feel afraid to share what I'm into. If ya check out my DA, you can tell somethings right off the bat about me. But offline I'm not that obvious. I kinda am cautious with my likes and interests because so many times I have either freaked or put someone off....or just get told I'm weird and they never speak to me again. That happens more often than not. So I am super careful about sharing certain things.

Well, this friend of mine, we have been pen paling for years and have even talked on the phone now. I decided to try to open up a bit more and see what happens. So I told her about my stories and the role plays I am involved with and how they are connected with X-men. Then I told her that my all time favorite character is Nightcrawler. She asked if I could send her some images of him so I did and she said he looked pretty cute. Then we moved on to discuss other things. So I felt things went really well there and felt pretty ecstatic because she didn't mind my habit of blabbing about him.

Then she surprised me in a way I would have never expected. She got me some Nightcrawler goodies. An epic mouse-pad of him and a t-shirt! Believe me when I say I am very touched by this. I am so use to folks saying that's weird or just calling me a geek or freak that seeing someone not only accepting my interest but doing this awesome act of kindness has me in tears.

So yeah, small things can mean something huge to folks.

Okay I'm done taking up your time. Hope you all have a wonderful day and that you too have good friends that accept even the strangeness within. Laters!!!